90 Days on the Inside

90 Days on the Inside does not stop behind bars, behind the constraints of past failures. It is a story that steps outside of prison walls into a world where many are broken and ready for the redemption that only Christ can give.

A refreshingly courageous glimpse at reality from one who has experienced both the suffocating sensation of being a convicted felon and the exhilarating freedom that is available for all who surrender to God.

Have you experienced a major setback in life that has caused you to question everything about yourself? You are not alone. Choices have consequences. This is the story of how that played out in one man’s life and the lessons learned in the process.

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Every person on the planet has been impacted in some way by people who cause hurt—sometimes intentionally, many times not—but those who inflict that hurt are usually significant people—parents, caregivers, coaches and friends. Those hurts leave deep wounds on the inside, and as a result, the victims act out in dysfunctional ways to anesthetize the pain. Emotional upheaval is inevitable, and—worse yet—there is an unseen enemy who wants to make his nest in those wounds.

Each person wanting to be well can avoid many of the pitfalls associated with personal brokenness by understanding the alternatives that offer wholeness. Digging deeper into biblical principles backed by real-life experiences provides answers to questions about what it means to have a God-given identity and calling in this life.

There are good resources available which address issues of brokenness, healing and transformation for Christians. But few books chronicle a real account of twists and turns paralleled by lessons that illuminate the path toward wholeness. Few books dive deeper into the ultimate solution of laying down all personal experiences to pursue life in Christ.

90 Days on the Inside does just that. Author Steve Adams, a lifelong believer, compromises his faith for what the world has to offer. At the age of 36, he is indicted for mail fraud—aiding and abetting, fraudulently inducing persons to travel in interstate commerce and money laundering—criminal forfeiture, all due to compromise in pursuing wealth, power and influence in the business world. The brokenness that occurs on the inside throughout that process leads to enduring spiritual healing.

A miraculous turnaround reveals a striking contrast, leading Adams to a full-time commitment to share his journey with others. 90 Days on the Inside chronicles circumstances that land the author in prison. Twenty-five years later, Adams discovers a journal that he kept during incarceration. That journal presents the unlikely pairing of prison inmates that “look” nothing like him, an inside look at the federal prison system and the subsequent impact on a life changed for good. Each page is an eye-opener with spiritual significance for both author and reader. Childhood stories, traumatic events, pre-trials, trials and returning to prison—the entire experience is laced with a challenge for each reader, contributing to personal spiritual growth. Every chapter ends with a series of reflection questions that can be used individually, in a group or in a counseling setting.

90 Days on the Inside is packed with lessons for a lifetime, in line with biblical principles such as a secular vs. kingdom worldview as well as spiritual warfare and its impact on every believer. It is a message of healing and purpose available only in yielding one’s life to Christ.

 

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Brokenness

Every person on the planet has been impacted in some way by people who hurt them—sometimes intentionally, many times not—but those who do hurt us are usually significant people in our lives—like parents, caregivers, coaches and friends. The result of those hurts leaves us with deep wounds on the inside, broken but not beyond repair. Adams begins wondering more intently what landed him in prison. It is painfully obvious, as he meets others and their bad choices, that he has made a little “g” god of things that had no intrinsic value. We all do. As the stories unfold, documented in his journal, a common theme emerges. We all think we know better how to run our lives than Jesus does. Until we feel the consequences.

Surrender

Recounting the sensation of standing before a judge awaiting sentencing, Adams reflects on what his choices cost not only him but also those around him. Adams notes an instance where his only desire is for wealth and validation. He considers whether those choices have a payoff or if he is just hiding behind his false self that he wears like a fig leaf, chasing down the myth that happiness comes from influence and wealth. Those hurt by his behavior express grace and truth in the face of great loss. What lies ahead? Much more than Adams predicts. Often in darkness, something amazingly beautiful begins to happen. We walk the journey of descent before we can enjoy the counterpart of ascent from the ashes of our brokenness. The refiner’s fire is a hot one. But it yields beautiful results. When Adams leaves Fairton and enters a world that looks a whole lot different than the one in the rearview mirror, he has a choice to make. Will he meld back into his pre-prison world, or will he seek another way?

Healing

What’s next for Adams is what’s next for all those willing to surrender to God’s calling in life. To His loving, grace-filled arms where all core-longings are met in a personal, intimate relationship with Christ. Stuff that used to define us no longer has mastery over us. When a person relives those memories in episodic moments of healing through Jesus, the memories just don’t hold the same power. Not forgotten but reinterpreted. The healing journey is a series of discoveries. Discoveries of the lies that we believe about ourselves AND God. They make their way into our psyche through very traumatic moments. However, our brains can be rewired to change neural pathways in a completely different direction. A direction that embraces love, joy, contentment and an acceptance of past events through the lens of Jesus. The lens of LOVE.